Joseph Smith, Orson Hyde, and the Power of Forgiveness

During the Missouri-Mormon war of 1838, two apostles signed an affidavit claiming that Joseph Smith planned with his sword to create "one gore of blood from the Rocky Mountains to the Atlantic Ocean." Those apostles were Thomas B. Marsh, President of the Quorum of the Twelve and Orson Hyde (Apostle #2).Within the week came the extermination order and the Hahn's Mill Massacre. Then the near execution of Joseph Smith and the brutal winter spent in Liberty Jail.

Orson Hyde got a job as a schoolmaster and tried to forget his life with the saints. But forgetting was hard. He felt empty inside and was confused by his mood swings. Anger at Joseph Smith one moment. Sadness when he thought of the joys he'd felt in the Church the next. One thing bothered him above all - he didn't feel the Holy Ghost anymore, just emptiness.
He signed the affidavit because he believed the words of Thomas B. Marsh and Sidney Rigdon, but when he looked back he hadn't felt the Spirit while signing. Had he been wrong? He prayed as he never had before. He felt humbled, devastatingly unworthy. One answer to his prayer was a vision that he must make restitution to the Quorum of the 12. He visited Parley P Pratt in the Richmond Jail and talked with him through the crevices of the thick walls. Parley was kind to him.
He barely had the courage to visit Joseph in Liberty, but the jailers at that point did not allow visitors. Orson travelled to Far West and saw the burned skeletons of houses, the furniture broken into rubble and the strewn haystacks. Hundreds of families only had tents for shelter. He searched out Heber C. Kimball, his old missionary companion. Heber looked surprised and then with tears in his eyes embraced him.

Orson began to save up money. There was no way that he could pay restitution for the burned houses or the deaths that happened, but he could show that his repentance was sincere. When Joseph Smith was released from prison, Orson knew he needed to ask forgiveness. He was ready for chastisement, or at least a polite awkwardness. A small part of him hoped for a warm welcome. Orson went to Nauvoo to see the Prophet. He came to Joseph's house and hesitatingly opened the gate. He had barely stepped into the yard when a door opened. Brother Joseph came running to meet him, his arms out in welcome.
"O Brother Hyde, how glad I am to see you!" the prophet exclaimed as he wrapped his arms around him. Both men wept like children.
Brother Joseph said that he came out of the door so quickly when Orson had hardly opened the gate because the Lord had told him of Orson's approach, and he had been watching out the window.

Orson Hyde: Olive Branch of Israel, Myrtle Hyde

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